STILL HURTS
After 5 years and almost 3 months, it still hurts Molly.. It still hurts to wake up knowing you are not here, it still hurts to lay down at night knowing I have spent another lonesome day without you.. It still hurts when I think about your friends graduating, it still hurts when I found out they had kids, it still hurts when I heard they got married.. Everything still hurts.. Nothing has changed Molly, I still long for you to be with me, I still sit around and wait for you to come home.. I don't think my longing for you will never go away.. Reguardless of how much time passes nothing will ever mend my broken heart.. I love you so much Molly and I am waiting for the day that we are together again..
IT STILL HURTSÂ
IT STILL HURTSÂ
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I know it doesn\'t seem possible that it has been 5 years. It was 5 years for my Alex this year too. It is amazing how life goes on...it is not the same, it is not how we had hoped or planned...but it keeps moving forward. I am blessed, in that most days I can see the good in things. I recognize a beautiful sunny day and I am grateful. Alex is always present...he pokes his head in each day in one way or another...and then some days I allow my broken heart to show. It is all a part of life after losing a child. I am glad that you came and wrote and I hope that today is a bit brighter. Love and gentle hugs...Karen
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