Still Hanging In

 Well it has been a long time since I posted here. I guess I am just now getting over not going back to work. School has been back in now for 2 months. I really miss my job. When you were down the smiling faces of all those 5&6 year olds always made it better. I was depressed for the longest time. I know it is for the best that I stopped working but I now feel useless a lot of time.  I can't half keep my house clean or I have laundry everywhere. I guess I know that when I am feeling bad it is a sign of getting better. I got bit again in August and got a bllseye this time. So I got re-infected and now I am on stronger meds. I can handle all of the burning stabbing pain and all of the chills and even the depression. The thing I can't handle is the migraines which is what happens when I herx.    So it started last night and I stayed on couch all day it stayed at bay. As soon as I start to move around it comes back with a vengence. So I guess all in all I am doing better. At least I am doing better mentally. Well going to go for now and try to rest some more. Thanks to all that pray for me, know I am praying for all of you too.                                                                       slrow