Still here

It has been over two years since I had a drink and I still have very hard days.  There have been many days that I was fighting the urge to go get the bottle of Vodka that has been calling my name.  I am finally getting my life back into some kind of order from the relapse.  My daughter's and my relationship is very close again.  I still am struggling at my job everyday because of my balance issues and I am so frustrated that they keep expecting more and more from me.  I feel like I can't say anything anymore about having a hard time because of the stroke because they don't care and expect me to do more and more or step down from my position.