Still empty

Back at the house these days off from work trying to pack and load a few more things. I about have the garage and storage shed loaded and ready to move, somewhere!  The appraiser finally came so maybe by next week I will know if the house is sold or not. I cry inside to be losing my home. but will be glad to be out from under the burden of the expense of it. And maybe I need to be in a place where I have nothing to be able to start again. Just wish I know (inside myself) where I want/need for that start to be.  Weather is getting warmer. Spring is here.     I saw the Soulmate, she says things have gotten better for her in her life and her eyes look sad when she looks at me instead of sparkling. She has moved on down the path she is to be on. I am glad and sad at the same time. For me One thing at a time, back to packing 24 years of memories.
Boy do I need a good hug!