still cant believe it but.....

after a year of trying and our first round of internet clomid I am pregnant. I am still in shock and cautiously optimistic. As most of you know it took 4 pregnancys to have Ian and I and scared about history repeating its self. I have been on Levenox this cycle and will start baby asprin today. I just went ot the OBGYN last week and we were going to be starting all the tests and everything next cycle. Yay we are saving money on that and i had a Laysik eye surgery consult tomorrow and now we will cancle that. Since you cant be pregnant while they do that.
Im not going to lie in nervouse that it may be a tuble. I know they cany tell for at least 3 more weeks so i will try to hold myself together. I will try not to over react to ever pang or pain. I am going to enjoy the next week with ian until unbearable tiredness hits. I think I have about 2-3 more week till im in bed by 7pm. Ian sleeps till abou 7:30-8is so i will get about 12 hours of sleep. Im soooo not looking forward to those long days. But it will sososososososo be worth it.
OMG I an will  be a big brother. Crazy!!! My kids will be almost 25 months apart. My estimated due date is January 6th 2011.
I feel bad because I had a POAS pact and i broke it!!! BAd NIKKI!!!!!
I pray that you all get your BFP and and blowing a bunc of sticky baby dust your way!!!
On a funny side note based on when we DTD and when i ovul;ated due to DH's work schedule i should have a girl accourding to some methods i have read about. We will see.
DH is in shock and little freaked out. I said something about tring and he said we havent been trying. I was like um what did you think I was taking clomid for. He goes "oh well we just started trying." I was like James we were trying you know this why are you freaking act. He has been acting weird ever since i told him. I think he is scared-- of EVERYTHING. Im really going to praise that God gives him peace because right now he is all rilled up.
 
Yay!!!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Congrats!!! Hun, have a healthy nine months!!
Tryingtomakesense
Tryingtomakesense

WOOHOO!!! Congratulations!!! I\'m so glad you are on Lovenox and baby aspirin! I can\'t remember...do you take Progesterone too? If not ask your doc to check your levels a few times, just in case. Many docs use it as a precaution anyway.

This is such exciting news!! I think your dear sweet friend will forgive you! :-)

Praying for a wonderful, smooth pregnancy for you!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Hooray! Now, considering I am the person with whom you broke the POAS Pact and I am not mad at all, then you have NO reason to feel bad for even one second!!!!! I am just SOOO happy for you!!!!! By the way, my mom conceived ME on Clomid so it definitely does work, and work successfully! I am going to be sending lots of prayers your way!!!!! Congratulations!!!!!
nikkinash08
nikkinash08

@tryingtomakesense -- i was on progesterone with my son so i am sure i will be again. Its a neew ONGYN as we just moved. Praise the Lord I just saw him for the first time Wednesday so at least i know him and we even talked about a game plan. The Lord worked this out so perfect, never doubt his plan for you!!!

@catlover - thanks!!!!!! I will pray pray pray for you!!!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Congratulations!!!
WinniePoo
WinniePoo

WooHoo!!! I was so hoping this was it for you!
Tryingtomakesense
Tryingtomakesense

It is so true!! And His plans for us are greater than our own! Did you just test TODAY??? EASTER SUNDAY!! How cool is that to get your BFP on this amazing day?!?
nikkinash08
nikkinash08

Funny thing is I found out Aril fools day in 09 I was pregnant with Ian and Easter this year.
Tryingtomakesense
Tryingtomakesense

See...I need LANDMARKS like that for events because I am so senile!! LOL You probably have a perfect memory, so what\'s up?!? LOL It is so perfect though! I am really really thrilled for you and just love the timing!
nikkinash08
nikkinash08

Thanks!! Maybe for the next one ill find out on my Birthday April 19th. DH is freakin out over twins. They run in my family and i was on fertility drugs. And also and i am REALLY reaching is that i am only on CD 24 and got a BFP so maybe there is alot of baby hormone because I am having twins!!!!!! I know reaching!!
Tryingtomakesense
Tryingtomakesense

That IS early, but hard to say...how long are your cycles normally? I think you and CatLover ovulated at the same time, didn\'t you? When was it though? Twins would be exciting! LOL
strength4today
strength4today

congratulations! that is wonderful news. :)
nikkinash08
nikkinash08

They are between 27-31 days. Yes we did ovulate at the same time. I am excited if its twins. DH well he is already freaking out. he will get over it.
JudylynS
JudylynS

OMGOMGOMG!!!!! I\'m so happy for you! What a great Easter miracle. Will you go to the doctor for a beta this week? Tell DH to mellow out. Ian\'s going to be a big brother!!! How exciting!!!
deleted_user
deleted_user

CONGRATS on the BFP! I\'m so happy for you!!