still can\'t move on
I still am letting his moods reflect mine. I think though than one reason I always want him not to be angry with me is because if he is not then maybe he is missing me and as missirable as I am. I think that if he has angry or negitive feeling toward me then he cant realize or think about how much he screwed up and how he lost the best thing he had. I think that might be one of my reasons. I am still working on the other reasons I let him get to me.