Still awake.
Today is Thursday July 28th. I've been awake since Tuesday afternoon. I feel great. I've been usin my Ritalin to stay awake. I'm not tired or strung out. I'm ready for a brand new day. I'll try to take a nap later today. All I have to do today, is empty the dishwasher & load it, wipe off the counters & stove. The rest of the day, I'll watch Sopranos & chat with my friend.
I posted in the Perscription addiction group the following...I get my Ritalin filled & I use it to stay up all night or just cuz I enjoy usin it. It lasts me about a week. Then I go like three weeks without & I have no withdrawals or cravings. I also suffer from depression. I look forward to gettin my Ritalin every month. So I admitt to abusing it, but I'm not addicted.
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I just wanted to say that I've decided to stay up all day. I'll prob take a nap this afternoon sometime. I'm gunna tell Mike I got up at five. He'll never know I didn't sleep last night.
You say that you also suffer from depression. Let me guess, the depression kicks in only during those 3 weeks that you are out of your Rits, right?
In your other post you sad that getting your Rit is the ONLY thing you look forward every morning.
So you don't look forward to anything normal people do - playing computer games, hanging out with friends, riding a bicycle, hiking, playing music, singing, dancing, etc?
I think you might have a real depression problem, and depending on how long you have been abusing Ritalin, it might be even caused by Ritalin. Sorry if my post makes you angry, it's just my humble opinion because I was also once abusing Ritalin in high doses in a search for a cure for my depression, and I must say the depression that comes after the "trip" were terrible - would put me to bed for several days.