Still at zero

Okay..... I"ve broken all my rules, but I must stop....Everytime I give him another chance it only hurts more.  I must stop!!!! I went out tonight and spend time with friends and people who respect me... what a great feeling.. Neighbors invited me to T-Day tomorrow... lucky me... people care about me...other that than that ass@@@@..  Tomorrow will be day1!  Eventually the tears will stop.... I will love myself and get the love I deserve!!!!  I hope a can support other who need me.   J