Still at zero

Okay..... I"ve broken all my rules, but I must stop....Everytime I give him another chance it only hurts more.  I must stop!!!! I went out tonight and spend time with friends and people who respect me... what a great feeling.. Neighbors invited me to T-Day tomorrow... lucky me... people care about me...other that than that ass@@@@..  Tomorrow will be day1!  Eventually the tears will stop.... I will love myself and get the love I deserve!!!!  I hope a can support other who need me.   J

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Chances are hard not to give, it takes time, take it day by day hour by hour minute by minute. It is a whole different world when you love yourself and take care of yourself !
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Hi sweetie. I read your posts/journal. There are nice guys out there and God has someone special for you. He isn\'t telling you know, he is saying not yet. May I suggest a great book to help you? \"Purpose Driven Life\" by Rick Warren. It is inspirational and is fabulous for self esteem. Love in Christ. Tom