Still alive.....
You know, I am just so idle. Just existing. My body has become so much of a burden. I ache all over and I cant sleep at night. I do not get my chores done. I am not able to function in a normal way at all. I do not know where to turn to find the light. I feel like I have looked everywhere and all I find is darkness. The things I know I need, I cannot obtain. Counseling, a psychiatrist, etc. No one in that field will take my insurance here. Tons of doctors and tons of people and if you have Medicare/medicaid - forget it! I have screamed for help and screamed some more. No use in fighting any longer. The earth will take my body back one day. Until then I will just exist...................
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I can relate to what you have written here. I\'ve been approved for SSD, but I cannot obtain medicaid or medicare. Our system doesn\'t make much sense, does it? I was just starting to get help and now I have to wait until I get approved for some sort of coverage. It probably doesn\'t help to hear me vent right along with you, but I do share in the frustrations of illness. It just plain sucks! You remain in my prayers, hun.