Stick a fork in me I'm done....

Just took my nightly valium so I can fall asleep without thinking about my crazy ED.  I want to write her back and answer all of her craziness...but I know it will only give her one more thing to complain about.  She wants me gone, I'm trying to stay away.  3 1/2 years of no contact.  Other than the nasty letters she feels she needs to send me on Christmas...Well...Mothers Day is in a couple months, until then, I'll hope for the best...