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LOST MY FATHER IN LAW ON MARCH 3RD  WE KNWE IT WAS COMING, BUT U ARE NEVER REALLY PREPAIRED, WE HAD HIS MAMORIAL SERIVCE THIS PASSED SAT.  WELL SAT. NIGHT WE HAD A GOING AWAY PARTY FOR MY OLDEST SON HE IS IN THE MARINES AND IS BEING TRANSFERED CROSS THE COUNTRY TO ARIZONIA. SUN ROLLS ROUND AND MY HUSBANDS COUSIN I MISSING, WHEN THEY FINNALLY FIND HIM HE ENDS UP IN A STAND OF WITH THE COPS AND HE PULLS A GUN ON HTEM AND THEY SHOT AND KILLED HIM.  OUR  FAMILY CAN NOT TAKE MUCH MORE  IM FEELING LIKE A WALKING ZOMBIE   HOW DO YOU HANDLE ALL THIS