Step by Step

So many places I have seen why don't any of them make me happy. To big or to small, no yard, to much yard,  utilities included, not included which way to go. I saw beautiful house today but as my little boy and I were walking through there must have been at least three other families looking at it. Of course they were pefect families with a mom and dad and their 2.5 kids. As the nice lady handed me the application I was filled with defeat again. My son kept saying" mommy I like the backyard I can play golf back hear"But I knew I didn't stand a chance to get the house with the perfect little families filling out the same application I mean if I were the landlord I know who I would chose. Tomorrow I go see a couple more I just want this to be over!!!!!! where is my home at????? I keep looking and looking I just can't catch a break....