Steak was great

You were not there like usual to cook them but Gregg did good. Eating it made me think of you, you were not there to see Donnie & Cassie get married but you were here to see them remet. It made me sad, I had to go chase maddox to pick me up.
Scott & Lisa left I cried so hard. I hate it here alone & mostly I am scared as jobs are tough to get, I can not do this, this winter here alone. And I do not know what to do. Its scary - its tough - I am trying not to worry but thats tough to do.
Going to try & sell tractor. I wish this place w/sell. I do not like it here anymore.