Staying Out of the Well
pretty well this holiday, the well of depression, the well of missing my brother, by instead choosing to aggressively work on focus mental energy positively on having fun. Wedding I shot last night was great. Black people. Damn, black folks sure know how to dance and have fun! When the beat took over, they were ANIMALS on the dance floor! I even partook a bit, made an idiot out of myself I'm sure.
The Dominican chick wasn't on that job--different company hiring me for that job--and that's OK...kinda needed to forget about her anyway. The little we talked, I felt a bit limited in her thinking. Her one-to-two-word answers to my questions got a bit unnverving. She's either not interested in me or is extremely shy. Either way, it was like pulling teeth to have a conversation with the girl. In order for me to be happy, I have to be with someone maybe not necessarily a blabber-mouth chatty-catty, but someone who likes to talk somewhat, and definitely someone who is physical, enjoys a good sweat, who encourages me to be physical with her, and that is, from what I'm seeing so far, NOT that woman-child. She's very pretty, very cerebral, very aesthetic, carries a nice purse...would probably spend me out of house and home...reminds me EXACTLY of my ex, whom I also achieved a CERTAIN amount of happiness with, but, again, felt a bit limited in the physical and conversational dept. Of course, I could always ask the Dominican if she'd like to go DANCING sometime, just to see her reaction lol...
Maybe the black race is the ethnicity I should be focusing on for romantic/sexual liasons and a possible relationship future...I sure like their physical nature and strong spirituality (they're big into Jesus).
The Dominican chick wasn't on that job--different company hiring me for that job--and that's OK...kinda needed to forget about her anyway. The little we talked, I felt a bit limited in her thinking. Her one-to-two-word answers to my questions got a bit unnverving. She's either not interested in me or is extremely shy. Either way, it was like pulling teeth to have a conversation with the girl. In order for me to be happy, I have to be with someone maybe not necessarily a blabber-mouth chatty-catty, but someone who likes to talk somewhat, and definitely someone who is physical, enjoys a good sweat, who encourages me to be physical with her, and that is, from what I'm seeing so far, NOT that woman-child. She's very pretty, very cerebral, very aesthetic, carries a nice purse...would probably spend me out of house and home...reminds me EXACTLY of my ex, whom I also achieved a CERTAIN amount of happiness with, but, again, felt a bit limited in the physical and conversational dept. Of course, I could always ask the Dominican if she'd like to go DANCING sometime, just to see her reaction lol...
Maybe the black race is the ethnicity I should be focusing on for romantic/sexual liasons and a possible relationship future...I sure like their physical nature and strong spirituality (they're big into Jesus).
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