Staying on the path...

Trying my best to stay on the path to recovery... Going through the whole, "its not that bad, its not an addiction, I can do a little for fun" phase, which is a struggle. There are certain things I miss, and I have to be wary, not to cheat myself of the recovery process. I have to cleanse myself completely, I can't just get through a few months and then allow the monster right back in the front door!
I haven't had a chance to get to a meeting so coming on here to remind myself of how far I have come and how far I still have to go!!