Peace be with you
I have refused suicide several times so that my girls will never have to live with a question like that. I have wanted to escape to Panama and China to take English teaching jobs. I feel like my life is already over. I have nothing on my bucket list. Is it wrong for a man to wish there was intimacy in his life? My answer is that it is not wrong for most men but it's wrong for me since it that wish for intimacy seems to be the source of all my problems. Something that should be pleasure really results in pain. this pain in my life keeps me from enjoying it.