Stay or Leave
I am debating whether I should stay here on DS or leave. I have enjoyed my time and have met many cherished friends here. But, my new job has lessened my desire to use the computer at home. After 8 hours on one at work, I really don't want to see another one. Because of this, I feel I'm letting down my present and any future friends I might have. I'm not helping anyone anymore. And my group, Memories, is just a memory now. I feel I've let the members down by not being here like I should and contributing. Make no mistake. I could not have survived my ordeal without the support and friendship I found here, but I feel you need more from me. More than I feel that I'm giving. I love you all so very much. I've loved reading your journals, looking at your pictures, and sharing mine with you. Many of you know me better than my sisters. I feel you deserve better support from me. I've gotten far more than I have given and can never repay you for it. You kept me alive and willing to live. It will take a few weeks to decide whether to stay or go. I might decide to just pop in every now and then, but that would be wrong. It will be a very hard decision.
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