Stasis

...everything appears to be frozen, on the progress front, again...I was re-doing my resume & have realized that I have barely worked 1 year in 4, since I moved down here...that was pretty disheartening...why do I fail in everything I try, even tho I start out with such hope? Mom suggested I go see my sweetie.  His b-day is in 2 wks, but I'm afraid to quit looking for work...things are so crappy, right now, and my folks have lost so much $ from their savings, since this "new financial depression" really took hold...yeah, they still have a lot of $, since they've always been frugal, but we all know that it only takes 1 serious illness to tip the balance...I am concerned enough about their health, as it is...my gut is not at all comfortable leaving them for even 48 hrs...yeah, maybe I need my head re-examined, right? Hope all of you are ok, out there...at least, Jan is over.  I love Feb.