Starting to second guess myself

I have been on here tonight reading and catching up with friends when I got to thinking. Am I wacked or what. I feel great. And I dont know if thats a good thing or not. I see friends on here that have made progress and I am so happy for them. Because I know it feels so much better than where we were a few months ago but then I see people that cant move on and feel bad for them. Its horrble to be stuck in that dark place and wish that i could help them out of there. I know what has worked for me wont work for everybody. I love to keep Bruces memory alive. I have his garden I have pictures that are all over my house. I listen to music that we loved so much. I feel like he is still with me. If I see a hawk,well then thats Bruce letting me know he's watching out for me. If I dream of him, well then thats him coming to visit me for a little chat.Now I'm starting to wonder if I'm in denial. I know he's gone. I love where I am at right now emotinally. I dont see anything wrong with how I'm coping. I just hope its normal and I'm not losing it. In the summer when I go out to his garden and start talking to him I hope my neighbors dont have me comitted. I hope everyone can someday get to this point in their grief. I'm surprised I did, I didnt think this day would ever come. It feels good. Ya I'm not the same person I was before Bruce passed, but thats not always a bad thing.