Starting to picture life again

Ok, after last week's doc appointment, I started seeing our window to children close...
 
And as scary as it sounds, my world was going away too.  Looking up things ona ancestry.com made me sad. Everyone looks up their great great parents, not the aunts without kids.
 
Life with children was all I could see in my future and nothing else.  Then we went to the beach this weekend.  We had a blast and enjoyed ourselves sooooo much.
 
We decided to start saving for a summer house!!!!  It may be that the money ends up in a college fund or towards kids stuff...orkid we don't have kids, we will get ourselves a fabulous (yet slightly small) summer house near the ocean!!!!
 
Life is looking better.