Starting to move her stuff
Today I'm gonna pack her things and put them in the garage. No way am I gonna let her pillage my home and take what she wants. I've changed the locks and she can just deal with it.
lawyer said I should not keep her from going in house but I'm just not gonna allow it. There has been so much out of my control and this thing I am going to control.
i can't begin to describe the sick feeling I get now when I think of her. The betrayal, the selfishness, the lies. It's disgusting. How did I ever love such a creature.
I wish I could stop thinking of it. This morning I actually had convinced myself I was wrong. I am such a fool.
I have to try not to vent and my oldest hear me. I don't want to scar him and he already knows so much.
She has convinced herself that she is right and everyone else is wrong. That's ok time is on my side and she will eventually realize how she destroyed our family. Is it wrong to pray for karma?
God please give me the strength to move forward. Please calm my mind and help me make better decisions. Help me find a small bit of happiness today.
lawyer said I should not keep her from going in house but I'm just not gonna allow it. There has been so much out of my control and this thing I am going to control.
i can't begin to describe the sick feeling I get now when I think of her. The betrayal, the selfishness, the lies. It's disgusting. How did I ever love such a creature.
I wish I could stop thinking of it. This morning I actually had convinced myself I was wrong. I am such a fool.
I have to try not to vent and my oldest hear me. I don't want to scar him and he already knows so much.
She has convinced herself that she is right and everyone else is wrong. That's ok time is on my side and she will eventually realize how she destroyed our family. Is it wrong to pray for karma?
God please give me the strength to move forward. Please calm my mind and help me make better decisions. Help me find a small bit of happiness today.
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Your doing the right thing, with so many things out of control , i focus on things i can control . Things that are ex\'s take away from us is enough . They have taken enough of us ,and you had enough. Your on the way to taking your life back. Hang in there.
Thanks I appreciate the kind words. My mind is running a million miles an hour. I\'m sick to my stomach thinking about her and what she is doing. She has turned into a disgusting veloting person.
You have to teach yourself to not care what she is doing . I am working on that myself for my situation. I keep telling myself that the relationship is over.. That even a friend would not have treated me as cruely as my husband did. And that he may have made the decision to leave this relationship but I have made the decision to move on. it is very hard , but you tell yourself would you put up with this kind of dispicableness from someone at work? From a friend ? From an aquantance , the answer is no. Would you want or care anything about that person after they hurt you like this ? No. I tell myself that everyday .. My stbx and your ex wife are not any different. They are human being that chose to hurt the ones that love them the most. They made a choice and it\'s our turn to make one too. You can do this. Be angry but don\'t give emotion away including anger to your ex, they are not worth the gift of caring , trust me my mind races every so often with memories , anger, sadness... And it has been extremely difficult in my situation since my ex is living with me still but I do it. You have an advantage she is not in the home with you right now . To me that is peace . They say Love is blind, I wonder sometimes if my stbx was always this kind of person and I was too blind to see it . Either way , we deserve better than this that is for sure.