Starting to let my guard down
So I haven't been on DS lately, not because I'm busy, I'm actually bored, it's just that I have been kind of depresed lately. All I want to do is watch tv and read. I just got past the mark at which I lost my Michaela. I was very anxious and depressed, but praise God I'm @ 28wks now. I am actually starting to let my guard down a little and enjoy this pregnancy. I know there is never a safe point until the baby is actually here, but I have to believe that all will be well.
I'm still considered to be on modified bed rest, but I have been doing more like laundry, cooking, and picking up my son from school. I am hoping that my OB will let me return to work soon so I don't lose my insurance. I had steroid injections to mature the baby's lungs at 26wks, and have been getting my 17P shots weekly to help prevnt premature labor. I get ultrasounds every 2 wks and will start NST and biophysicals in mid May. Oh and I passed my 2 hour diabetes test, yay! Baby boy is doing just fine, he is very active and even measures about one week ahead of his actual gestational age!
May is going to be a month of ups and down for me. My husband's b-day was May1, we have mother's day coming up, then Michaela's birthday is May 27, and my son's b-day is May 30. I will be mising my baby girl on Mother's Day and I don''t even know how I will be on her birthday. I will definitely have something for her though. I will include your angels' names if you would like.
I was very sad to come on DS and see that Spope83 lost her rainbow and that another DS mom may lose her rainbow baby girl. My heart goes out to these strong ladies. I wish that no one ever had to lose a baby, let alone two.
Sorry this was long I guess I just had alot to say. Love you guys!
Amanda
I'm still considered to be on modified bed rest, but I have been doing more like laundry, cooking, and picking up my son from school. I am hoping that my OB will let me return to work soon so I don't lose my insurance. I had steroid injections to mature the baby's lungs at 26wks, and have been getting my 17P shots weekly to help prevnt premature labor. I get ultrasounds every 2 wks and will start NST and biophysicals in mid May. Oh and I passed my 2 hour diabetes test, yay! Baby boy is doing just fine, he is very active and even measures about one week ahead of his actual gestational age!
May is going to be a month of ups and down for me. My husband's b-day was May1, we have mother's day coming up, then Michaela's birthday is May 27, and my son's b-day is May 30. I will be mising my baby girl on Mother's Day and I don''t even know how I will be on her birthday. I will definitely have something for her though. I will include your angels' names if you would like.
I was very sad to come on DS and see that Spope83 lost her rainbow and that another DS mom may lose her rainbow baby girl. My heart goes out to these strong ladies. I wish that no one ever had to lose a baby, let alone two.
Sorry this was long I guess I just had alot to say. Love you guys!
Amanda
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