Starting New. Right Now.
I am at about 158 right now. I am going to go biking later and I am going to eat healthy.
Lets see how this turns out.
I am disgusting myself. So much that I want to throw up. But I cannot develop an eating disorder. I would look a hell of a lot better, but id probably feel a lot worse because I would be deceiving everyone, even myself.
I look at myself and I feel repulsed.
I have to get rid of all the fat.
I dont care what I have to do.
So, this is to starting new. let hope this works out.
Lets see how this turns out.
I am disgusting myself. So much that I want to throw up. But I cannot develop an eating disorder. I would look a hell of a lot better, but id probably feel a lot worse because I would be deceiving everyone, even myself.
I look at myself and I feel repulsed.
I have to get rid of all the fat.
I dont care what I have to do.
So, this is to starting new. let hope this works out.
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