Starting MTX and small improvements
So this is the weekend where we had volunteers working to help us put siding on our house. We are trying to finish a task we started in June, before poly raised it's ugly head. Some things I'll remember when I volunteer to come help someone who needs it. 1) If I say I'm coming at a certain time, I will. 2) if I said I would help with certain tasks, I will. 3) I will be cheerful! 4) I will not tell the sick/disabled person about the excruciating illness of my mother/cousin/brother/dad..... 5) If I ask what I can do to help, I'll do it if at all possible. Ok, so now I have that off my chest. I do have some folks visit that leave a mess, or just really unhappy vibes, and It's hard! But for the most part, I have awesome friends and family that have really pitched in. Everytime I see my 85 year old dad , he reminds me that I must have "caused" poly, somehow. I know he is worried, but trying to get me to confess I caused this is tiresome. At anyrate, it has been interesting to see how people react, especially as poly is not over anytime soon. I started MTX last night. No side effects yet. I still felt pretty good, though I tried to work in the home office, and its too hot. Guess I'll move the air conditioner in tonight and work. I still need to find a way to get off the chair....
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Keep up your positive spirit. Your dad is out of place, but that just may be his true feeling, that we cause illness. Know that it is not that. If you caused it you could un-cause it too!!! You have a strong positive spirit, and you are doing all you can and then some.
Hang in there, time is what you need now...
Shawna
Love the photo !!!