Starting All Over Again

Sometimes I stop:
"Maybe I'm not seeing the whole picture...!"
So I look again,
But I feel even more lost.
Sometimes I think:
"This can be just a nightmare...!"
But when I blink,
My hope runs from me again.
Sometimes I cry:
So much that when I stop
I feel empty
And completly dry.
Sometimes I want an end:
I stop, I think and I cry.
Then I start all over again.