Starting off

I was diagnosed recently and given a prescription for Mestinon.  I thought I had this figured out finally.  The EMG has screwed things up for me and I'm really sad.  The test was normal but it feels like it changed things for me for the worse.  My MG was Occular but it feels like it's changing.  So, I'm going to make sure I do enjoyable things while I can (trying to be optimistic here and it's hard).  Off to take a nice shower and then I'm not sure.  Maybe I'll go shopping!   I've got to get out of my  head!