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I am new to this site. I am unsure exactly how this works. I am anxious and excited to see if it will help me with the issues I am having right now. I have been suffering with major depression since 1998 and have my ups and downs. I was doing pretty well until only recently when I lost my friend/neighbor to suicide. This has been extremely hard on me. I am having a very difficult time with the feelings/thoughts I experience on a daily basis. My days go fairly well, but when evening rolls around I get severely depressed and have crying spells and the pain is almost unbearable.
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Saturday, March 22, 2014, So far today has turned out OK. I have been keeping myself busy so I have not had time to dwell on negative thinking. Actually, last nite was the first I didn\'t get tearful and have a crying spell in a while. I received a book in the mail today about the afterlife and I am excited to read that as I have been having a lot of questions about that since my frie died.
I have been wondering things too about the ater life since my husband died by suicide 13 months ago, I went to a median tho , and it was a good experience, did u try going to a median ?
god bless
Diane
Hi honey. I lost my ex husband to suicide on March 11th, 3 years ago. I also lost my mother to illness 2 months ago on the 8th. If you ever want to talk, please pmessage me. I am here for you. Love and Hugs GB
Hi gramybear- I believe I have corresponded with you before and we are friends. I recall you telling me about your mother. I believe she was still living at that time so I guess it has been a few months since we talked. If I remember we both have fibromyalgia and stomach issues (GERD). Right now I am having trouble with acid reflux on and off. I get this sour taste that comes up in my throat. My dr. prescribed viscious Lidocaine which I drink to numb my throat 3 to 4 times a day as needed. Every once in a while my voice gets a little hoarse too. I also started taking Lyrica for my fibromyalgia. How are you feeling lately? I hope all is well. I know you had a lot on your plate taking care of your mother so I hope now things are going a little easier for you. Take care.