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Dear Journal. Lately i have been on the path to redemption and truth. It has not been an easy path. I have stumbled and fallen more times i can count. It not easy to get up. Staying down hurts less, but i need get up. I need to put one leg every day forward. Journal i even failed telling my hubby about the car. It stupid i know. I hear you say. Why, why why...... answer it the shield i know and understand. My hubby says truth sets you free but at times it feels like a wieght. As they at times seem to hang around my neck. Hammering even when i tell it with no reason to lie.

It has been trying. It has been difficult but i know without a doubt i will prevail.