startin again..

here we go again, looks like school is too hard once again well not once again at least for this semester nd i am prolly not going to make it. cuz wen i get past this one class anatomy nd physiology i will be in my program which will then take me 2 yrs but i would have to go full time nd take 4 very hard classes at once while doin clinicals nd workin tryin to pay for the utilities at my house. i think tht is very unrealistic so i have been actively lookin for full time work somewhere. i have had a couple interviews wit no luck cuz they really werent jobs i liked too much. but i do have another one coming tomorrow im not really sure its at a place i like but o well its a full time career doing somethin i kidna like. I jus need to get a full time gig with medical benefits nd all tht mess i dunno in this dam economy tht will be very tough but am now startin to use my old college alumni job thingy so they can help me out. so we will see now.