Started Taking Birth Control Today

Today marks the 8th day since I lost my precious angel, life goes on, but it definitely don't get easier. I miss my angel so very much, miss the joy of knowing that my angel lived inside of me, I still cry everyday for you. Today I started my birth control pills, my doctor wanted to put me on one month of birth control to regulate my cycle, she wanted me to have at least one cycle before I start trying again. After I get my cycle she will prescribe me clomid once more, praying it works and my sticky bean makes it to full term, getting excited again, but will never ever forget about my first child, she or he is always in my heart watching down on mommy in the loving arms of our heavenly father. I love you my precious angel baby