Started second job

Started second job Saturday. Working 5 to close at Burger King. Not bad, not hard, just boring as shit cause the place is a virtual graveyard. 
Letting boss at First job know he has until this Wed. to get the answering service for evening hours he was talking so big about a few weeks ago. I will be letting BK know I can work more than just weekends 5 to close. And if he wants to give me shit...he can find some one ELSE to deal with all the bullshit that comes in and out of that job. The stupidity of his employees and son, the stupidity that comes out of his customers and the stupidity that has to be generally dealt with in general.
He give me any shit, I'd be more than happy to tell my manager at Burger King that I will work any and all hours they will give me. It'll save my sanity at the very least. And I ain't answering phones at home anymore for free. Yeah he offers $8 for every repair call that comes in after I leave the shop...but it won't EVER come close to what I could earn at BK working 7 days a week (hell even just 5 days a week) from 5 to close. Considering that even in full swing for summer I answer more bullshit telemarketer calls, and bullshit maintenance calls (which THOSE I DON'T get paid for *cough cough bullshit cough cough*).
Hoping my body holds out. Quite surprised that my body hasn't revolted on me already.
5 days late for my period, but pregnancy test says I am not preggo. Still got me worried.
Had birthday on 13th. Now 37. I just hope test was right and I'm just getting to the age where my baby making stuff is starting to quit..oh I hope I hope I hope. I'm in no shape to carry a baby for 9 months, much less take care of one for 18 years considering my two are already 16 and 13. What the hell would I do with a 12 year old at 50! And hubby is not in best of shape to deal with it either. He's doing good just to handle our two when I am off on my second job.
Dear God please don't let me be pregnant.
Got drug into court over my son missing too many days. And because we dealt with this shit 3 years ago they will not let us mediate but it has to go to trial. 
Filed for Medicaid again and now am being told that I am in non compliance with child support for the months of Dec 2012 to March 2013. WTF how can that be? Hubby has been with us the whole time so I don't understand. Unless it has something to do with the court thing where we told them hubby hasn't been with us for past 6 months because of argument with his mom (to try to keep them from locking hubby up considering he is already a convicted felon and they can jail you for up to 120 days per conviction for failure to adhere to the School Attendance Law for NC.
All this shit sucks big time. I'm so fucking tired of all the bullshit problems...I would give my left tit to have ONE month, just ONE, where none of these bullshit, give me a fucking break, problems crop up.
Also think my in laws have already gone ahead with the reverse mortgage shit and not told us. Which is gonna fuck us later on down the road when my mother in law dies and the company refuses to finance the house through me and the hubby. Then we will have one year and be out in the street.
Lord why do I have to have all these problems. I would be ecstatic to have one month go smoothly and without worry or issues or problems.
Wonder how much longer I"m gonna get by driving with no insurance. Whole reason why working a second job. Can't keep up with all our bills with just the one job, and hubby is in no shape to work and we don't have the medical backing to get him disability just yet.
God help me.

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Oh honey! My thoughts and prayers are with you always. I will contine to pray for some relief on any front or all fronts. My love is always being sent your way and I am here if you ever need me.

Amber