Started resolution early.....

I've started my New Years resolution a bit early.  Firgured the sooner the better since I was having some bigtime anxiety that no long walks would shake off.  I am being compliant with my meds.....I will take the advice of my pdoc and take the Geodon like he wants me to and I will take the advice of my counselor and take the Geodon like the pdoc told her I should....lol.I am not going to fight so hard thinking that I can win the battle with the this illness by doing it "my way".  It just isn't working.   And I cannot keep putting my family or myself through this hell. I cannot keep thinking that taking meds is losing my fight.  I am brave...I always have been.I am accepting that I need meds.  I pray I will keep on accepting this.  Thanks to all my friends.....wish I could give you all real time hugs.  Big hugs and good thoughts to ALL of you!Love Debbie

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You are being very smart. I think acceptance of the medication is one of the first steps in really getting better.
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Debbie, good for you! You are strong, you can manage this thing. I get iffy about meds too. I think alot of us do, but it sounds like you are going to give it a reasonable try. So good!