Started resolution early.....
I've started my New Years resolution a bit early. Firgured the sooner the better since I was having some bigtime anxiety that no long walks would shake off. I am being compliant with my meds.....I will take the advice of my pdoc and take the Geodon like he wants me to and I will take the advice of my counselor and take the Geodon like the pdoc told her I should....lol.I am not going to fight so hard thinking that I can win the battle with the this illness by doing it "my way". It just isn't working. And I cannot keep putting my family or myself through this hell. I cannot keep thinking that taking meds is losing my fight. I am brave...I always have been.I am accepting that I need meds. I pray I will keep on accepting this. Thanks to all my friends.....wish I could give you all real time hugs. Big hugs and good thoughts to ALL of you!Love Debbie
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