Start over again tomorrow

Well, gotta start over.  Bingeing, no exercise, meltdowns with David, mentally shutting down myself.  Too burnt to even come here.  Got like 10 inches of snow today.  Just got done several hours of shovelling with husband.  Very bad emotional eating this last couple of weeks.  Just having a hard time facing anything, accomplishing anything.  Can depression be temporary?  Maybe I am just going through a mini meltdown or minor depression.  I kind of went through something like this years ago (although it was much worse.  For several months I was almost non functional.)  A little scary but I know I have to whip myself back into shape.  STILL praying for Spring.  Daylight savings is this weekend coming up, so more sunshine and longer days ahead.  I am sure that will help. By butt is just dragging.  Work, home, etc.  Had taken most of Christmas decorations down and put away, including ornaments on tree.  Still had the 2 trees to take down!  Finally got one down this past weekend.  The other should be a breeze and I hope to get it down this week.  It comes apart in three pieces.  I need to schedule a vacation.  I think having something to look forward to will help as well.   Other than that, struggling day to day.  Even David has had a few meltdowns.  He got in a fight in school.  First one this year.  Got an in school 1 day suspension.  If that little boy could only apply himself and believe in himself regarding schoolwork and his grades.  Wow! Anyway, will try to get back into things and catch up with everyone!