Stand Still

  I am so depressed and I feel I am on a stand still. Yes I have MS I do shots and I have relape & remeding, Can't work no insurance can't volenteer to get my mind off of it no insurance to get my eyes looked it and waitting for disability. Memory is bad and never happy anymore, alway waitting for what is NEXT for me. How long can I walk??
Everyone says stay + but it's hard, I love to work, I do AP AR any Payroll. Now just sit here.