Stable and happy?

Well I am stable and happy.  It is so strange, MS, you get used to one bunch of crap and then more crap comes.  I  remember my 1st symptom (double vision) and hoe difficult it seemed.  Or the numbness being annoying and finally my leg trouble.  I did not want to walk with a cane.  I'd take the cane today.  Each change seems so hard.  And here I am today with 4x more crap.  So, how to choose joy is the question?  It was hard when your using a walker and sometimes just walking to the bathroom is like a marathon.  But joy I chose in the form of an anti depressant.  And I feel great.