Status

It has been over a week since my last gambling disaster and I am still avoiding everyone. My mom is in the hospital and I cannot bring myself to visit her in fear of meeting others.My checking account is still a minus balance and my sources have dried up.I know that things will eventually work out, but, I am tired of going through all the hurt andthese rejected feelings. Even I though I am a strong believer in "shit happens, life goes on",It is getting harder and harder to keep on going.Well, I got it off my mind, now what?