Stuff

Well...had a date last night.  A man I met on the train and had gone out with before.  Nice guy...he is a Director/Regulatory Affairs for a mfg. company.  Nice man probably not the one for me.  Has smaller children with a woman that he was not married to; they are having some issues right now legally and in the timeframe of a few hours, he had 10 beers!  I know it sounds like "excuses" but for me....either I'm feeling it or I'm not!  And I am just not attracted to him....but I'm proud of myself that I got out there.  It sure beats sitting at home and feeling sorry for myself....Anyway....we're getting closer and closer to Xmas and Lauren and Andrew and Milo will be home!  I'm so excited....everyone will be here and that is so great!  It will definitely be a wonderful holiday for me....now I just have to deal with New Year's.....New Year's Eve was always special to T and I.  We spent that with his family...always got dressed up and went to a dinner/dance.  Then the next day, we always had a big party at his brother's for his birthday....so it's going to be tough.  But I'll get through it.....I know I will....