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Well,,,it's Sunday night and it's been an ok weekend.  Just trying to keep busy.  Bought a new stove yesterday and it will be delivered sometime this week.  Looking forward to cooking again and creating some fun things!  Met the girls on Friday at Portillo's for dinner; yesterday ran around and then had a date last night with a man I met on the train.  Nice person....just someone casual to hang out with at this point.  Today....cooked and had Deb and Trish over and watched the Bears lose....As the holidays become closer and closer, I find it difficult with my thoughts.  Never thought I would feel this way.  I just hope that it passes because I hate feeling like this all the time.  I'm going to try to get back to the club and workout...I find that helps and I sleep better.  Anything and everything that I can do to get this man out of my "being"....