Springfest was tonight

Tonight was Springfest.  Both kids sure have turned musical, Tyler is still so into it. I remembered the last time I was there, you were with us.  So coming home was sad.  I just do not feel like I belong here at our home anymore but I feel so bad about leaving the two grandkids we practically raised
The horses got their teeth floated today.  Boy was that costly.  Steve brought his two in also - than we went to Home Depot, got stuff for new shower, and sinks to get the bathroom back started again.
The county ditched out Rock Creek today so this is the last mt creek that damaged it banks and continued to flow over the roads.  They're now allowing regular bus routes and full traffic again.  Chinook Pass is not going to open this weekend, second time since we moved here it was delayed.  Not so much snowpack but mud slides further up the pass. 
Got my food health card, waiting to hear if and when I am gonna start back to work.
I do think I need to move from here, but so much to do to get it ready to sell and all by myself its taking forever.  Please Roger and God  make it go smoother, faster and push me in right direction.
Amen God what is it I am supposed to do?