Spring is finally here

Its been 9 months 10 days since you left.  I did not think I would survive the winter, so many things went wrong.  Now I have another broken water pipe, why did none of this go wrong when you were here, its seems so weird.  I try not to believe God is telling me to get the blank outta here, but where do I do Roger.  I am a country girl, I would die otherwise.
Hummingbirds coming around now, quail all over, sterling jays hogging bird feeder, but lots of others too. Planted hanging baskets hung them - heavy...
I was outside most of the day, I weed & feed the pasture, insectided the ant hills that are starting to migrate into the house, started the automatic sprinkler system (Ithink anyway), fixed the sagging steps now to repaint or stain, I moved heavy dresser outside to sell, cleaned out the refrig that I was gonna get rid of now I think I may move into storage area & use as shelving, defrosted freezer moved stuff back into it, stuffed the refrig I am keeping full of stuff, took stuff out of rooms for garage sale (I have so much stuff going). And cleaned off counter tops (they are forever junked - ) I never use them so big deal...Wish Steve w/get the shower in & sinks so the bathrm w/be done.  But it was nice to get outside, I got a little sun on my arms & face. 
Horse trailer tire got a huge bolt in it, had to get new one Steve & Debbie bought it, so I am gonna get a another good one, will have 4 good ones w/so so spare. I will sell it to Steve once camper sells. Wish I could sell camper - so I could get a goose neck. 
Kids want me to go to Boise to visit, I just do not really want to go.  But I want to see Maddox, he is so cute & growing.  I thought I w/be going to work by now, but have not started at RV park yet full time.  I may have to go downtown after all, which is why I may have to move - closer to job opportunities even tho' pt.  I need to feel more financially secure.  I wished you w/have left me that way.  But I know you thought by the time you were gone you w/have. 
Tyler his first job starts today.  Here goes, I hope he can quit talking enough to Ah memories at age 16....first job. Mine was working in hop fields.