Spoiled for choice!
I am doing ok with my goal, had a bit of a situaton last night that left me feeling bad about myself with all kinds of negative thoughts about what others were thinking of me. However after some thought I managed to snap myself out of it, I decided I was probably being ridiculously, and if they were thinking anything about me, so what! I have thoughts about people all the time and it doesnt affect them in any way. Also, I got a job in care, did soe training today. Its a really rewardig job (all be it unpleasant at times) that allows me to interact with lots of people and is a real confidence booster. Plus it is something to focus on which is great! I have no idea what my weight is doing at the moment as I have no scales, I have had a few off days were I know I have eaten less then the minimum, but on the whole I have been eating fine. The only thing is I seem to have more trouble choosing what to eat then acually eating it! Is that wierd? I don't know. I have been trying to meal plan so I don't have too many options but I still find something to stress about!
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