Spiritual Experience

I had a dream last night.  It was about a subject that has always provoked anxiety and fear when I think of it.  I dreamed about the end of days.  I was jolted awake before the dream could end and I  could feel the anxious thoughts coming again.  I laid there and decided to talk to God about it. In talking to God, I realized and verbalized (in my mind) what the fears were.  I told God that I am afraid of thinking about or reading the Book of Revelation because I'm afraid that I'll get passed because I'm not a "good enough" Christian. I offered this up to God, and He answered me! He said, "I am right here with you. I love you, and I will not leave you." I feel such an incredible peace right now.  I am so thankful to God.  He loves even me! :)  While this may seem silly, and I know it on a rational level and have known it, I feel it on an emotional level now.  I just feel peace and joy this morning, like I can face and deal with anything that comes my way!