Spend money on crap...

...as I have it. I have a cocaine addiction I just smoke mine rather than sniffing it anymore. Smoking cocaine is a hell of a lot cheaper than the kind you sniff. Every time I get money in my pocket he first thing I think of is scoring a dub ($20 bucks) I can do that and be totally happy.
 
I tend to spend more money When I get my Social Security check. I do have bills to pay but using is more important. I did really want to get some this week, but the desire went away, thank God. I did go to an NA meeting last night finally, I ran out of excuses to not go. I'm hoping to go to a meeting tonight. I want to do 90 in 90 days.1 down 89 to go!