spectrum
I was sharing with a friend the other day about the sexuality spectrum from straight to gay and how most of us are shades of this. I shared about watching a discussion of this on a teen tv sitcome I enjoy watching. I shared with her I had a little attraction on a mutual aquaintance who is my same gender, and it sort of suprized me to come up. I know this is an issue I have dealt with and the thing is my mom is a total homophobe, anyway there is grace and hope for all of us, anyway I think for me attraction and fantasy do not necessarily need to be acted on. I have in the past I will say.
Today I came to library, went to Al Anon and went to AA, and shared in both, needed to.
I went to MA which was great last night, an shared, too.
I called my sponsor who reminded me to choose gratitude and start with what's in hand, that without an attitude adjustment everything else is blah.
I am giving T some space after the weekend together found me sort of getting caught helping him and he was rather critical of me and some of my issues I am letting him in on, so it's all just I don't know, rather an issue I am learning he is not necessarily the problem, I just have to look at my role in it. Yes my emotions can get the best of me and this all, this too shall pass.
Today I came to library, went to Al Anon and went to AA, and shared in both, needed to.
I went to MA which was great last night, an shared, too.
I called my sponsor who reminded me to choose gratitude and start with what's in hand, that without an attitude adjustment everything else is blah.
I am giving T some space after the weekend together found me sort of getting caught helping him and he was rather critical of me and some of my issues I am letting him in on, so it's all just I don't know, rather an issue I am learning he is not necessarily the problem, I just have to look at my role in it. Yes my emotions can get the best of me and this all, this too shall pass.
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Yes, not necessarily to be acted on, but good to be acknowledged, understood, accepted. I also identify with your interactions you\'re describing with T. I have \"friend\" I\'m doing some little dances with, too. Confusing...good learning experiment. Keep on keepin\' on :)