special times to remember
this is a special day to remeber with my grand daughter today is 8 17- o8 i have aspecial relationship with my granddaughter who so much trys to be like me she had aperm put in her hair for her sixth birthday july the 30th i like to make her feel special so sometimes i tell her we are angels on earth and when we go out we are to say something kind or a good deed by helping do gods work at six years old so innocent and fun i decided i will make her feel special so i put aperm in my hair and our hair looks just alike this morning she sneaks in my room jumps on my bed and starts giggling she was laughing because she wanted to see my hair and it looked just like hers anyway we decided we are going to sir pizza as we was riding down the road she saids to me now grand ma you know it would have been as much fun with out me then as we are sitting in the restraunt she looks at me and saids there isn't nobody that looks and acts like us lots of girls want to be like us and try to be like us but they can;t be like us because we our the only two like us i rolled over laughing tears came to my eyes i just thought this was cute coing from a six year old i thank god evryday for blessing me with such a wonderful grand daughter she is a true blessing
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thought i would write in my journal today i hadn\'t in awhile 7 weeks of treatment this week it\'s been a rough road blood pressure kept jumping up on me sick to my stomach i have to have an x ray and mri next week beginning viral load was 19990000 has dropped down to 199000 so i\'m starting to respond thank god with out him i don\'t think i could make it on my own i know he will protect me as long as i keep my trust in him for he knows what plans are for me in the future i can\'t fight my battles alone i yeild to his protection
i think of you often. i hope that the VL keeps going down. praying for you!