Soul Searching

This is a song I wrote.  It's about OCD.  I think I have OCD because of the abuse I got from my mom.  So, I could have some type of control.
All day long I think and I think
Thoughts are way out of sync
Is it right or is it wrong?
I'm tired of thinking all day long
What's the answer?
I'm still looking
For the answer
I'm Soul Searching
It's a madness that I go through
Sometimes I wonder what I should do
To make things feel alright
Someday I hope to win the fight
What's the answer?
I'm still looking
For the answer
I'm Soul Searching
I've been here and I've been there
It just doesn't seem fair
That a person like me
Should be blind but still see
What's the answer?
I'm still looking
For the answer
I'm Soul Searching
Answers sometimes are hard to find
For me it seems it's most of the time
But I must try to go on
Look deep
Try to be strong
What's the answer?
I'm still looking
But that's alright