Sorry to all of my friends.

Just wanted to say that I am sorry that I have not been on here much. I have been doing alot of soul searching. Not that it has gotten me anywhere. I guess I have gotten comfortable in my settings. That I have found things to do around here to keep myself busy and that I have not been spending so much time here at the computer. I have not meant to ignore anyone, but I had to take some time for me lately. I know what I have to do to make me feel better, it is just getting it done is the hard part. I know that I have to get serious on loosing weight now. I know that If I can quit smoking, that anything is possible. I need to get out and exercize more and get this body moving. If all I do is get out and walk at least it is something. I need to start feeling better. I don't feel bad, but getting myself going is a hard thing to do. Well I need to go and do some things, so I will try and write in here a little more often to keep a journal on myself more than anything.   Thought for the day.........You can never hit a homerun if you never step up to the plate.