Sorry, no can do..

That is what I feel like God said to me AGAIN....Well ladies no BFP for me. You know its sad to say that I have come to expect this every month. Dont get me wrong you have the little bit of hopefulness BUT Im like no it aint gonna happen. I dont think I'll know how to act if it actually happened. I am a bit bummed but I guess becuase I expected it to happen it did..